OMG PINKSOIL!!!
So, here's your award for the session of the week.
Yes, I did love it and wasn't planning to log on tonite because I'm out of town, but couldn't resist once i read your post.
Doesn't shut up feel great to say? Congrats on just telling it like it was!! I think that "in the moment" stuff is so damned powerful and it makes the session incredibly charged. Hence, the anxiety and fluttery tummy and nervousness.
Wow, how did you feel when he said "stay tuned..."
I don't know how you will ever make it to Friday.
Just follow what is in your heart in the moment and you will be safe. It sounds like you're close to some breakthrough work. It is clear that your T really cares for you and is taking your offer of your poetry very seriously indeed. I am glad for you. He also recognized the need to offer his emotional self. The exchange was reciprocal and I know that when that happens for me, it allows me greater security in risk taking.
Good luck on Friday. And rest up till then!!!