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Originally Posted by Thunder Bow
Maybe you feel you have to swallow our own words and feelings. You feel you are choking on them. Holding in your feelings can make you sick, and you feel accused or at fault. You feel you deserve bad feelings. Time to cough them up. You do not deserve to feel bad, and hold in, and shove down your feelings.
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Thank you for taking time to help me deal with this dream.
Yes, I have been struggling terribly with my emotions for sometime now. I have this site/PC forums to puke them up. I only post them on my wall tho, don't wanna make anyone else puke so to speak. I've tried sharing what I feel with pdoc, family, co-workers, but they just shake their heads and tune in with deaf ears.
I also thought that something is going to happen to me, sick wise, I usually dont dream about myself in the visual sense. I always, always dream about others and events to come, sometimes very accurate. SO this dream disturbed me a lot. To see my whole self as I am. The smells, colors, and atmosphere was very clear and real.