Wow - I did a whole post and it disappeared???

Great apt. tonight - as usual. We spoke a bit about my growing frustration of having tests to determine what is wrong with my right hip and have them all come out negative. Both the hypnotherapist and my chiro (who I also saw tonight) agree that they don't think it's fibro and I should continue with testing.

I told him I didn't want to have an MRI just to hear "everything is fine". He said nah, they'll say "the test is fine, it's all in your head". Coming from him it was funny - anyone else I would have been po'd.

I went under in the usual manner of the laying on the grassy bank by the river and then climbing in a row boat that floated towards me - gosh I think that boat has my name on it now
He talked alot tonight about taking care of my body and getting it prepared to be able to continue using my yoga tape, but to use it in a safe way that I won't hurt myself.

This was the first time I didn't remember everything - I think I went really deep, but a couple times I hit this weird feeling that could have been what you feel when you are on the brink of falling asleep. He said that's okay - he has people fall asleep but even asleep, as long as he continues to talk their subconscious hears it and it helps. Next week we are going to go over some meditation methods.

He is very kind and I am so comfortable with him. I got very lucky. I have to say in the 17 years I've been in therapy I have always been very lucky to get all the right people.

Tranquility