So I haven't been here is awhile...so much has happened. But the most relevant is that my T is moving out of state. I haven't seen him in several months because....well for lots of reasons. I have been going through one crisis after another and it just wasn't plausible to continue. Anyway, he left me a message last week asking me to call if I wanted "closure" before he moves away. I don't think I can do it...it feels too traumatic as it is. But will i regret not calling? Will i regret it? Maybe I should email him instead.

I don't know. I saw him for over 2 years and we were meeting twice a week at the end there...it was a lot. I hate therapy