lack of sleep, hearing/witnessing charismatic preachers or anything very spiritual, when I begin constantly listening to certain artists, such as Tori Amos and Ani Difranco, and engaging in the music like it is part of me (I do the same when depressed only with different artists and music), becoming exsessively sexual.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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