you're a survivor. i saw a whole lot of katrina on tv. i was depressed over it for quite awhile (i live in pennsylvania). you have my deepest respect and sympathy in what you're going through. when the aftermath of katrina was going on and still going on, i feel like there's no hope in fixing this, particularly improving the help for those like you who really need it. it's not right that you have to wait so long to get help in terms of mental health. i truly know the feeling of desperation because i've been there (i'm deaf and have been my whole life, which complicates getting help because most in the mental health system don't understand deaf people with depression). i've had to jump crazy hurdles to get the right help that i know i needed. i'm sorry that you're having to go through hurdles like that. just wanted you to know that i fully understand the hurdles. and we're here for you anytime. i wish you the best - absolutely the best. you do deserve the best.