I like to think about being taken advantage of and tied up. It just feel sexy to me. And the reason I masturbate a lot (like up to 10 xs per day) is both because I know my husband won't be able to keep up and because I am embarrassed about how sexual I am. He has no idea.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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