Hey there!

The short answer is: Yes! You should indeed go and seek therapy, because the mood is quite the trickster. When you feel good, you are already on top of the mountain and you won't seek help even if you need it, when you feel bad, you're on the bottom and you feel like you need immediate help. For this to be controlled, you need to be trained by a therapist, and psychotherapy alone will even help a lot for sure. I believe it's indeed a good idea to go and seek therapy for sure

And your obsession, at least when you think about it, it's quite a positive one, but you do need to tone it down a bit, but don't get rid of it completely. Even for that, you're going to need a therapist!

Keep us posted, and tell us what your next move is going to be, okay?!

Take care