Hi, im new.

So, I guess I should start off by saying a little about myself?
Im 27, and I have asperger's syndrome. I was diagnosed at about 11 years old and saw a doctor every now and again till about 14/15.

I had friends, quite a few but over the years we just stopped talking and I haven't really left the house (only for work) in about 5 years. I just don't any friends anymore.

I've never been on a date or had a boyfriend. But last week I had a date with a guy. My confidence has grown so much this past year, last year I wouldn't have even gone on a date but I felt like my asperger's syndrome got the best of me. My social skills were pretty bad.

Its the only thing that I suffer with, social communication.

We havent talked since the date and I just think me being quite has put him off me. And it just got me thinking, have I wasnted my life? I feel like I haven't done much with my life. Have I waited too long to meet guys that when I do, am I going to be too shy to even talk to them?

I don't think its a boyfriend I need, I just need a friend, someone I can hang out with.

I've pretty much cried 3 times a day for the past week. I haven't eaten much, I only eat because if I don't I feel faint. When I use to be depresses I would over eat....but this time it just feels worse.

I think the date might have triggered something?