No offense to your responses, but it's tough seeing a doctor when your employer doesn't support you. Any time I do see a doc, I have to lie about why I'm seeing one. Have tried for years finding a doc/shrink during my off work hours, but none available who either take my insurance or have a sliding scale. In regards to finding another job, I've been at my current one for ten + years and have been around enough to know there's problems at any job. Plus being in mid-late 50's, FINDING another job isn't the easiest.

And Renounced, again no offense, I've heard what you wrote for 50+ years. Do you realize how tiring it is hearing those same lines all the time? There have been some good times here & there, but short lived.

Right now I need to find the ambition to write down my finances to find other insurance (barely living paycheck to paycheck isn't easy either). But again, I need to get the ambition to figure things out - I'd rather stay in bed, watch tv or lose games of Solitaire on the computer. Haven't even looked at my checkbook in a week.

It doesn't help being alone. Have tried free dating sites and singles groups, but no luck in finding anyone to connect with. Not only romantically, but even for friendship.

Granted I'm better off than addicts or other illnesses, but this is happening to ME. The situation I'm in now really sucks!