I had a break down last week for a few months I was able to handle my "cognitive delusions" that the world was against me. But finally last Thursday, I lost it in the middle of a meeting at work and stormed out crying. I went to my psych dr the next day and she wanted me to go to the hospital since I wanted to kill myself after I left work. I refused to go and have been home since. She is having me work from home. Thankfully I work in the IT field and have that option. I have no idea when she is going to let me back. anyway... does anyone else think so negatively and have paranoid thoughts? I feel like EVERYONE is against me or talking about me behind my back. Its a real struggle. My daughter doesn't want to be around me when I am like this and that makes it even worse, especially since she just moved out two weeks ago (not because of me)