Hi Breeze~Day,

Your post jumped out at me, because I too live with this same exasperating situation! I like you have also racked my brain in a desperate attempt to figure out what "is wrong with me" scenario. Like you it is family, friends, church folk, strangers, mostly women (with them I cannot win), and the guys well I gel with them much better, but they are forever taking me wrong (I want to be just friends, they want more).

And then there is the Aspergers (of which I am certain that I have, though I'm not offically diagnosed). The way you told your story it was as if you were writing about me! Girl, you and I relate big time! So with that said honey, I know what you are going through because I am going through it also. You are in your 20's and I am 63, yes it is a big gap in age, but the pain is the same, "it hurts to be rejected and treated as if you are a nothing a no body at any age!

I do not have any answers for you but I can relate to you and tell you that hear you and understand what it is that you are saying. I will not try to fix you, how can I when I cannot even fix myself. I hope that this helps even if it is just a little bit.