I want to stop crying over him all the %#@&#! time.

Once again it happened.

He sent me an email and we had a nice chat, so I'm okay with him - but I'm still NOT okay with him leaving me. He's leaving me. It hurts. I don't want to lose him. He's like a brother or my best guy friend ever. I have a tendency to overreact when it comes to him. But I miss him already.

Counting down... he's gone in about 3 weeks now.