I'm Just struggling today. I don't know why. I really really worry that this is just the way I am. Maybe I am just not cut out for life. Maybe I would rather whine and complain than get to work fixing what's wrong with me. I acutely feel how Alone each of us us in this world. Do I think too much? How do I get out of my own head? Am I perhaps too introspective? Or is my supposed introspection just a facade I put up to sound deep? Maybe I really am a loser who just doesn't deserve to go on.