(((((Wanttoheal)))) Yea, it probably isnt too worrying as long as you continue to get where you are safely....thats why i am worried though....i shut down i guess....i am unable to do anything at all...and what i noticed is that my foot got heavy and i apparently started speeding....i didnt have any control cuz its like i wasnt there...and all i know is when i "woke up" i was going 10 miles over the speed limit (i always go the speed limit) and i was so scared seeing this stopped car coming up faster and faster at me....

((((January))) i think i should get someones help too....i guess the problem is i need to learn how to either stop dissociating ...or learn how to control it....

even as i talk about it i feel like im on the edge of a cliff ( i get that feel everytime i start dissociating...ive noticed this)