I would say, for me, it's that I'm too afraid to do myself in. I'm afraid that an attempt will not be successful and I would have to live with it. There isn't much in the line of people that keeps me going. Though I do have one friend who tells me, "don't go!" I know that he would be broken up.
I think that many others would be broken up if I did myself in a lot more than I realize. I think it would be that way for you, too.
Right now, in my life, I feel like things are going pretty good. I don't feel depressed now. But I have before. And there were times when I'd be feeling pretty good, like now, and then come crashing down.
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