This is a bit off the subject, but "they" say suicide is the easy way out. Sorry, but to me that takes A LOT of courage considering the ultimate consequences. Back to reality... With so many states legalizing medical marijuana now, is depression considered one of those medical uses? Seems like the better days of my life was when I was 'smoking," but wouldn't even know where to get it now. Plus I would imagine it's A LOT more expensive than 30 years ago.

I was hoping exercise (riding bike) would help, but can only do that once/week; when I get home from work I'm took physically and MENTALLY drained to ride.