Thank you, finding my way

I apologize for not responding sooner, life's been keeping me really busy lately.
I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you.
I can kinda empathize with you. Along with the situation I discribed above, I've also had a few others like it. When I was 12 years old, a boy I cared about talked me into having sex with him. I was not comfortable with it and remember feeling dirty after it happened. I was also touched sexually by a boy in my school when I was 18 years old. He did not have my consent.

I also understand about the violent household. My parents never had patients when dealing with me. There are holes in the walls to this day from the fighting.