I'm having friendship problems. I got drunk three weeks ago and ever since then, my best friend "hates" me. I tried talking to him and he won't tell me how to fix this. We still hang out, but there's that dark cloud above us...he won't let go of the past. I got drunk and blacked out and he had to come to my rescue. He took care of me and I thanked him more than I thought I was able to. I'm kissing his *** to make him like me again, like before...but I'm starting to feel like it's not worth it. He just makes me more upset and adds to my depression. I don't want to lose him, but he's not helping me fix my wrong doing.