At the beginning of this thread, this is what I'm currently taking: Klonapam (probably more than I should to deal with work) and generic Effexor. Also adult Multi-vitamins, Stress B-Complex & D3 - those don't seem to work.

My boss is also getting ready to drop health insurance because of the expense. For about two years I tried finding a shrink without any luck - the few available during my off-work hours wouldn't take my insurance or have a sliding scale to where I could afford to see one.

While I do consider myself to be on the creative side, it's getting tougher and tougher. Living alone and without any friends, there's no one else to enjoy what I can do (my mother doesn't count, LOL). Doing things for myself only is on the depressing side, so I'm losing interest in those things.

I've been working at the same job for ten plus years and should be used to the daily b.s. there, but that same b.s. still gets to me.

I'm not looking for the "Brady Bunch" type of life; just a bit of ambition and not having to FORCE myself to get simple things done.