my mom. well, she says if i kill myself that she will do it too (perhaps that's manipulative?)... apart from her i have no friends, and i don't think my dad really cares. however, more and more it's been hard to live solely for others. people don't realize or appreciate how much i hurt so they can have me around a little longer. it's starting to be not worth it anymore. i still don't do it though, because i'm afraid of what would happen if i failed. so i just suffer.