I finally got the courage and had the confidence to let go of some friends who weren't good for me, and some who didn't want to be friends anymore anyway, and I've really been a lot happier and doing well since I made that decision several weeks ago, but for some reason this week the guy who doesn't want to be friends anymore is back in my thoughts. I know he's not good for me regardless of what he thought of me, so maybe I'm just lonely and missing the attention of a guy. Whatever it is, I wish my brain would turn those thoughts off. I'm by myself this weekend with no big distractions and really don't want to think about him. I guess I'll try and focus on my craft projects or watch a movie. I need to stay off Facebook too. I just saw a picture of him at the beach with a friend of mine, so that didn't help. I think maybe because I haven't replaced him or the other friends I let go of with new people yet, they're still in the back of my mind and creep forward now and then.