So do I. I struggle to maintain my emotions. I latch out and destroy my own path, but am pushed to no ends and few choices. "The Whisperer" in my own head taunts me, it confuses me, it tempts me.

My goes out to you ((Smiles)), I know that pain. You're not alone, here at PC, I am there to. I get on other's nerves, I wreck emotions, but my world is dark and even scary to me. I am here to listen as well, PM any time needed. I spend all my spare time here at PC, waiting to talk, scream, share, listen and anything else that helps myself and others.

It is trully a cruel world even we shunn eachother here, at least that is the way I feel. Sometimes is seems like little clicks of folks that stick with only a select few, and I respect that, freedom of choice, but if I don't fit in with others that share/have my illness....then where do I belong.

Thank you for lending me your ear/heart....it's been, well, I think you know what I mean. Paranoia consumes me, my heart beats outside my chest, I to care too much and give too much emotionally.