I know the feeling Cashart. I am a stay at home mom single mom. I order a lot of pizza. And I do my best. It is very, very hard.

I just constantly tell my kids I love them and the way I act is no reflection on them. I have guilt everyday.

Just do your best. That is all I can say.

Sometimes , I feel the same way you are feeling now. Remember it is a cycle and you are changing up your meds.

I have been pretty consistently depressed since my last mania. My doctor is going to wean me onto a different antidepressant.