So I have my pdoc appointment today. My moods have been fluctuationg pretty wildly lately. It's obvious that my medication is not helping.

So now what?

I don't know. I feel somewhat trapped. I have tried about 16 medications. I'm on Trileptal now, but when he added the Cymbalta it made me really sick and I couldn't go to my internship. And the Trileptal is obviously not stabilizing my moods. I don't have the time to play around with meds and side effects.

But what's the alternative?

Feel like this, I guess.



I don't know....