Yesterday i was searching and found this site on recovered memories with peoples letters on how it happened to them. Each one talked about how they had memories of abuse that werent real. I wonder if thats me. Isnt it entirely possible I made this up. Is it the talking about things that arent true that is making me crazy and emotional (the same things that happened to these ppl on the site)? Turmoil inside. I wonder if quitting therapy for a while would help. I've made a decision to be normal. No more talking about dissociation, PTSD, any thing.. i just want to be normal. Maybe its cuz i am giving it so much attention that i feel bad. I don't know. its just i feel like others dont believe me or care and I dont know if i do anymore either. Therapy breaks maybe can make me stop reacting to life and just live in it maybe. Distraught today :/