Lol and then I wonder why I'm always single. I just like time alone, I don't like too much time with one person. I'm a bit of a loner I suppose. Even when I have dated, I was usually thinking "will you f**king go home now" lol. I'm so charming, it's why I have all these men flocking around me. Lol, /sarcasm, in case you didn't get that!

On a serious note, I do want to be wanted, but more for my ego's sake. I want to be wanted but I don't want to want anyone. Except Bill cos that's not gonna happen anyway, so it's safe. I'm just weird...