I'm sorry you are suffering so much. You don't say if you are in treatment or not, but if not I would suggest seeing a professional, because it sounds like you might could use some help getting back to feeling better. If the urge to hurt yourself gets overwhelming please call 911 or seek immediate help.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha
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