Thanks for all the feedback!
Well it turned out I was indeed having delusions and some hallucinations and ended up going to the hospital that day. I stayed inpatient for a week. Any time I've ever been psychotic, it always revolves around music. I will hear music, have OCD thoughts and behaviors about music, and I guess now sometimes I have delusions and paranoia regarding music. So weird. Anyway, I'm feeling a lot more stable now....I'm currently doing an intensive outpatient program. It's pretty fascinating to read other people's delusions. Our brains are so interesting.
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