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The first thing to pop in my head when reading your posts was depression.
Depression can affect you in so many different ways. The inability to concentrate on reading is just one. I also never knew the agitation I sometimes felt was related to the depression I had.
If you saw the text as rabbit, how did you know that it was incorrect? Did you know on some level that rabbit was wrong? and keep reading until it felt right?
I had an experience recently where I didn't know what I was saying or seeing or writing. Or if I actually did what I thought I did. Or said what I thought I said. I needed constant reassurance that I did indeed do what I thought I did. When writing, I physically could not see what I wrote, but on some level knew if it was wrong. I was in no shape to attempt reading at that time.
I commend you for reaching out, looking for answers, but you might have to go back to professional help. Can you access help via the school you are attending?
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