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Originally Posted by Trace14
Sounds like you are working on a good plan. Our stories are a little similar with poor parenting and having to raise myself. It would have been nice to have a child hood but I didn't. The up side of that is that I have become a very independent woman and pretty self sufficient. My parent s were not perfect, my life was not perfect but it is my life and I have to make the best of it now. "I" am an adult and I can take better care of me than they did. Maybe in my next life it will be different, but for now this is what I have and I am thankful.
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Sadly, the damage done led to me developing a severe case of C-PTSD. I've had many years of therapy but it didn't get better - it got worse. In addition to neglect, there was also a lot of verbal abuse and bad advice from mom until the day she died. For some reason, she was just unable to love me. A lot of her rejection had to do with my looks - she thought I was ugly. From the way others treat me, I guess that I am.