ProudlyPersevering, I haven't contacted my friends lately because I know what they'd say.. I've tried talking to them in the past, but one got fed up with me, another one told me she can't stay present and support her friends when it comes to certain emotions, and the one friend I have left seems to be getting fed up with me as well..

I'd just like to have something real, you know.. Friendships where neither person needs to beg to be noticed - where people are genuinely interested in one another - I feel that's what a friendship is! But I guess it just hasn't been in the cards for me..

Thank you all, though, it feels good to just be able to share..