I can't cry in front of T either. I have had a few times where I have started to have tears in my eyes and have tried to go with it but I can't. The only thing I have been able to come up with is that I am uncomfortable with other people crying. I feel so bad for them and want to "fix it" for them. I don't want people to feel sad if I cry. I know it would be okay to cry in T as some of the things I have told T has made her very sad. I just can't do it though.