Thank you so much Gracey. At least there is no couch with pdoc, so I don't have to worry about that I often shut down when I see him. T helps me and relays a lot of the information to my pdoc for me. I forgot to tell him that I'm seeing my pdoc today, and even though they work in the same place, I'm not sure if he knows. I am somewhat curious to find out what he will come up with this time. How many appropriate meds could be left? lol... Not sure what to do if he gives me new meds... both my supervisor at work and my internship supervisor know that I deal with depression-- that's all I have told them. Do I let them know that I am starting a new med and might have to call in sick? I don't know.. I have to leave to go there now.