Yeah, I find it hard to cry in front of others as well. My therapist hasn't really touched on anything in me to make me come even remotely close, but my academic mentor has a couple of times because she reads me like an open book. She is a trained therapist as well, with a completely different approach to my regular therapist, and it has such a big impact on me. She's been some sort of catalyst, and so I've come close to tears with her. She tried to encourage it, but I just couldn't. I'm so used to hiding my feelings, I guess.