My heart goes out to you. I'm older and it's all I can do to keep myself healthy and making a living to take care of myself. Everyone figures it out there own way.
I was more or less abandoned when I was 16 or so. I had no choices and no one to help take care of me. I lived in a smaller community and found help through organizations that did find me a job. I was under the care of a pdoc who encouraged me to go to college. I was also eligible for government benefits because of my mom's illness. I dropped out of high school to take care of myself - but wanted to go to college. I did go and got financial aid - this was not all rosey - it was hard as hell and really no one in my family gave a ***** about me or how I was doing in school or in any other way for that matter.
I still struggled for a long time (life is better - but it took a long time - and still working on it) - I guess my point is - as long as they have you to lean on.. they probably will not take the initiative to go get things done - hopefully there is help in your community to get the ball rolling.
It's a journey and it's really going to suck sometimes - but I sure know how to appreciate the small things.
avlady - is your son interested in doing any volunteer work - music/kids? My first real job I work with developmentally delayed individuals - it opened my heart. With all the doom and gloom they need to try to have something they are passionate about in their lives but money will give them freedom - some way to do both? That's what I continuously work on.
Hope I do not come off condescending - I hate seeing the pain people are in with not a lot of solutions or support.
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“A person is also mentally weak by the quantity of time he spends to sneak peek into others lives to devalue and degrade the quality of his own life.” Anuj Somany
“Psychotherapy works by going deep into the brain and its neurons and changing their structure by turning on the right genes. The talking cure works by "talking to neurons," and that an effective psychotherapist or psychoanalyst is a "microsurgeon of the mind" who helps patients make needed alterations in neuronal networks.” Norman Doidge
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