Hi everyone,

I was looking everywhere but I could not find aswear for my problem.
When I was younger about 17 ( now I am 22)I was drinking heavy with my friends. We drank beer, home-made alcohol and we were smoking ciggarets. I got drunk very heavy and lost my concious I awake in my home. I hardly remember my way to home. My problem is that after that time I have strange problems with thinking. Some times is pretty normal, but most of the time I cannot focus my vision, I cannot speak well, I can speak but it is very rough I cannot see and feel space is like I see 2D not 3D. Before that I was pretty good at school I was reading and understanding everythig now I cannot even follow book's plot. I have problems with feeling my body when I close my eyes I do not know where are my arms and legs. I aslo have problems with visualisation, I cannot imagine my family faces after 10 seconds! It is really annoing me I fell into depression because of that, now I am ok but steal I cannot live like other people because I feel like this world do not exist like closed in my head.

Please help me

A.