Aurora, I too grew up in a conservative christian household, going to church multiple times a week, teaching us that homosexuality was an abomination. I have felt feelings for other girls from time to time and also thought it was because of my terrible relationship with my mom and wanting affection from other girls to make up for it. At one point I thought that god healed me from my wickedness and made me straight again. This is when I was going to a christian college where you could be kicked out for promoting or living a homosexual lifestyle. I almost got kicked out because there were rumors that my best friend and I were lesbians but it was a lie, we were not. They were THAT homophobic. Anyway, I am atheist now for many reasons that I won't go into, but I know now that I'm bisexual. Although I am married to my husband now, I will never deny anymore that I'm bisexual and feel attraction to both males and females.

As far as talking to your therapist, she is supposed to be able to handle that information, and I'm sure she's heard it before. You should tell her how you feel, even if it leads to nowhere. It will give you some closure with her.