So, I've been in therapy with the same T for 3 years. I can't say I have any erotic transference. Things are always happening in my Therapy but I can't say anything has specifically changed.
My T is maybe 8-10 years older than me and I think pretty attractive but not strikingly so.
All of a sudden I am all crushy fan girl-ish...she painted and rearranged her office and I walked in and thought "T is so cool! Look at the color she picked! She has such awesome taste!!" She sent me a play list when she went on vacation and I was all geek ed out like "T has such incredible taste in music"
Now I am admiring her clothes ( not my style at all) and choice of art for the walls ( also not my style).All of a sudden my brain is just going on about how utterly amazing my T is.
It's kind of silly and is sort of cracking me up . I'm definitely not attracted to her ----thinking about her in eve. The slightest romantic way makes me go "eeeew" . But I am like a twelve year old starry eyed about her favorite camp counselor.....
I feel vaguely silly even though I honestly adore my T even when I am not all fan girl...