I don't dare to call for hotlines.. My emotions of suicidal came in and out on and off... Plus I still go to work, I am forcing myself to do many things I don't like... Or maybe I should say I'm not willing to or have no interest in everything I'm doing.. Freaking depressed.. I can only bring my whiskey along with me everywhere just to numb myself off a bit and while thinking the feeling that hurts but also comfortable : I really miss her.. [emoji24][emoji24][emoji24]
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Last edited by bluekoi; Jul 20, 2015 at 10:08 PM.
Reason: Add trigger icon.
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