I feel that way toward PrevT more so than CurrentT. I have not felt erotically attracted to either of them, either. My feelings are totally as if PrevT is a movie star.

I haven't figured it out. I deal with it by accepting it as "that's just the way I feel."

I guess it's a need of mine (I don't know what) being met.

Sooo, I am right in line behind you, BB.