The forgiveness route is a hard one. It's not easy 'cause you can say that you forgive but until you feel it inside your heart-it means nothing. That's what I'm having trouble with. It's in my mind logically to forgive but my heart keeps feeling like it wants to kick that person I'm trying to forgive in the stomache.

It may be better just to stay inside the cave and make it your own, Fuzz. Sometimes "home" is way over rated.