I was just thinking that perhaps my manager and my mom didn't realize I was stoned- maybe my voice was fine-
the following is a post I just did about anxiety:

'Well, that's actually comforting to know.
I remember a while back I mentioned that to a friend- basically saying I feel awkward saying goodbye and said sorry if I sounded weird when I got off the phone with her.
She said she hadn't noticed and I felt stupid for saying anything. That's when I realized that it was all in my head, ah the power of anxiety! '

On top of that, the bridge I was on is notorious for suicides; I have been feeling especially sensitive, and I hear people can be susceptible to the spirits of the dead, people who are sensitive can take on the feelings of the dead souls, whether they're depressed, angry, etc.
I don't know, just a thought- trying to wrap my head around my whole day- feeling like perhaps it was a mistake to send out that early morning email to my ex as well . . ..

Though I am still upset, nothing like being angry at ones self, . . .