i dont know if this is a BPD thing but i am assuming it is but does anyone else feel like they desperately need someone even when that person has hurt them hundreds of times and that they would do anything for the person to stay with them even if it means hurting themselves. when i say hurting i mean like mentally like putting up with their crap pardon my language and doing things for them even if they have been horrible to you just because you feel like you need them. i sometimes want to bring this up with my psychologist but i am super embarrassed about feeling this way and have only briefly touched on the subject.