I'm with you....understand the struggle telling parents if they weren't that supportive in the first place.

Do you know which stressor it was that triggered your initial weight loss this time. Know you were working then not was wondering it that might have been a starting trigger.

I know when I lost my career that started it....but it was my bad marriage that was the real weight breaker......as I would have rather been dead than alive & anorexia definitely works for that......my unresolved issues with my marriage came back to bit me along with a trauma & my mother's death. Only thing that gave me the will to want to live was that I had the sweetest filly that had just been born right at the time my weight started dropping.....sometimes getting away helps but it still requires that those triggers be processed.

Know that since I left my H....slowly have been gaining weight then finally healthy. I also found that living alone & having my eskie dogs totally dependent on my health......I don't have the option of letting the anorexia get the best of me because there is NO ONE to care for my eskies if I can't......that was a serious incentive to stay healthy.