I can so relate to this. When I feel the mania starting, I taper back my meds to try and make it last, but hopefully still take enough to control the full blown and destructive mania. And I love it. But is it worth the crash afterwards?
I'm really struggling with this right at the moment. And I'm not taking my meds properly because of it. I try not to sleep to mess with it. For me, it's certainly a love hate relationship. Any addiction, and mania can be addictive, is generally not good.
One day soon, I hope I will take my own advice......
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