My story is about the same only the girl version. Biggest girl in the class, also not allowed to do kid things, family most important, harassing employers, ssdi, health issues. I see people now are afraid to get stuck talking to me - but i have the awareness and self control now, and no longer the need; i do a lot of my talking here on pc. And with my t. Becoming a better writer was one of my goals for hanging out here so much. But the camaraderie has been amazing. Are friends in cyberspace really friends? Idk. We do find it easier to go deeper faster. Thats what is important to me.