Can't remember how long it's been since I last posted on here. But nothing has changed. Its like I've been stuck in the same situation for years. I try and try to get my wife to want to be more involved with me and her as a couple, and it's like living with a house mate and a child.
I am the father to my son and she is the mother. And that is where it ends. The closest we get is a kiss goodbye when off to work. I can't take it much longer.
I even tried to shock her the other day when we had a small argument. She said something like "because I am your wife" and my response was "you won't be for much longer if you carry on the way you are." To which she replied "why?" And I said "the same reason we always have this same talk". And then she just sighed and said "I know".
So if you know, then why don't you do something about it to try to make your husband feel wanted and loved??? It makes no sense. Why is it always me putting in all the effort and getting nothing back?! I know I've gained weight but apparently that's not the issue either. I just feel worthless. Like I only matter to my son. Like the only reason I stick around is for him to have some form of "normality". Maybe when he is old enough to understand then I will find true happiness. Or I'll be dead from the stress and loneliness. Sorry. Vent over.