Hi. Not necessarily though maybe; I'm not thoroughly versed in the site as yet. Perhaps there's a way for you to directly message and ask a forum moderator?

As someone who is likely borderline myself, I can tell you that the fact that many times nobody/hardly anybody comments/responds to my postings can make my abandonment ***** flip right off the chart but I have learned to tell myself that 1) it ain't all about me, 2) other people have their own stuff goin' on, and 3) sometimes it's hard to know exactly what to say/not to somebody.

I realize that, at least as far as I know, you don't have borderline. Nevertheless, a person in pain is a person in pain. I think it's universal that if you scream "OUCH!" you'd like it if someone were to say, "Hey - you ok?"

I heard you, if nothing else. Look around, see if you can ask a mod if there's some other forum area that you could post this.

((((hug))))