[quote=Cynical4096;4570386]Hi.

No, I'm not impulsive by nature- I'm more compulsive. I will think about things and after a long time I'll have to do it- same with if I have a plan in mind I get cranky if things change. Change can be hard for me if I already have things planned out.
But yeah, my bf wasn't told about things, as he was this one time before I was supposed to come into work earlier than I thought- so on the plus side- this isn't regular occurrence for me- though I didn't tell my bf anything- I had some dinner and a shot of vodka and by the time he came home two hours later I was feeling much better.
I do think that perhaps my manager did know I was high or something- she sorta did this loud surprised laugh and then got back to being professional- like she was covering me- hopefully she didn't say anything to the higher ups.
And my ex got back to me in an email-
long story short- he had been in a controlling relationship for 4 years (basically) and almost married the girl and (thankfully) didn't and wanted to reach out to friends he hadn't talked to in years. So I guess it's a good thing ..
I don't like keeping secrets from my bf though- he wouldn't be happy if he finds out I am keeping things from him . .. I was going to tell him but he had had such a crappy day yesterday, I figured telling him everything on top of that would just upset him more . ..